Almost more than a year later, here I am. A lot has changed since I last signed in and wrote something. Moved to a new place, adjusted to a new life and had people come and go from my life. I feel like I might have lost that spark I had when I used to write. One of my dreams was to write and self-publish a novel before I turned 24. That dream is definitely in the past now. Mostly because the day I turned 24 has passed and sort of because I have been so caught up with experiencing life, I haven’t had the chance to write.
I miss writing. I miss staying up at 3 in the morning and just typing away this imaginary world that made me so happy. Saying that life is good will be an understatement but no matter how hard I try, I cannot fully put into words the gratefulness I feel for being where I am and who I have grown into as a person in a year. It has been such a long while that I had completely forgotten about this blog. I was just sitting around reminiscing about it with someone when I decided to come back here. Feels like walking into a home I haven’t been inside but it has been waiting for me to return.
Maybe I will get back to working on my long forgotten novel again, maybe I will start from scratch with a new one but I will try and write as it is a part of me that I can not deny. I want t0 get back on my goal of self-publishing though I will be setting realistic goals as to how I get to that point. For now, I will end this rant by just saying how good it feels to be back.